#it's like 1:30 in the afternoon but idc

[jupipedia]

HI NEW MOOTIE HRU ML 🤭🫶🏽

HEYYYY CUTIE MOOTIE <33 I WOKE UP HAPPY ASF THIS MORNING, HBU???

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

ILL GO OVER IT VAGUELY CUZ ITS A LOT AND IM TOO LAZY

AHEM

to start off, even though i did i say i planned on cutting them off, it felt like they were genuine when they apologized cuz they didnt act that way, maybe its bc i didnt hang out w them much after that cuz it was summer but basically i changed my mind)

so b4 i explain why, you need background info. basically like in march (b4 i confronted them in june) friend b came up to me like idk in march and said they had a secret but wont tell me but she said she'll tell at the end of the school year, then when i asked she tried to gaslit me into thinking it never happened.... 🥰 i forgot abt it thinking it was no big deal (like wtf is this kindergarten or smth...)

ANYWAY FASTFORWARD TO LIKE LAST WEEK

we're in highschool now and i have gym with friend a, and SHE brought it up, i asked her she said she cant tell me w/o friend b givng her permission. and i was kinda pissed cuz why bring it up if ur not gonna tell me???? also whats such a big deal that you wont tell me 🤨 but i didnt rlly say anything mean but i kept asking cuz i rlly wanted to know.

but she brought it up AGAIN the next day during lunch (she was also acting kinda distant from that day at gym)

so that afternoon i called my other friend (who hangs out w us at lunch)and my bestie and told them whats happening cuz i wanted to know if i was being dramatic by wanting to know (they were aware of what happened in june btw).

anyway with them on call i asked both of the seperately but they kept acting dumb, then in the gc i told them i was being serious and asked them, Then i got mad at them cuz they weren't taking me seriously :3

and i lashed out on them and told them i were gonna cut them off if they were gonna keep acting like kindergarteners and lie to me

they still didnt take me seriously, but my friend did end up telling me (like after 30 mins of me asking them again and again)

and basically they were (or more like only of them but the other one knew and didnt tell me) impersonating a guy on snap that i was talking to, (only as a friend tho, i started talking to "him" bc my friend who was impersonating him introduced us ) this rlly just was like my wake up moment and i was like no fuck you im done

OH AND back when we started talking to "him" i came up with a theory that it was my friend but my other friend told her and she kinda like cussed me out saying i was stupid for thinking that.....

anyway they thought i was threatening them by saying i was gonna cut them off for some reason but i left our gc and a few other ones. and my friend kept messaging in the other gc's saying "you forgot this one" and stuff and kept joking around

(also friend A asked abt a gift friend b gave me for my birthday asking what i was gonna do with it, and i said ill give it back idc but thats such a cheap thing to say when i cut them off)

ANYWAY the next day i wanted to give back the hoodie but i didnt rlly wanna talk to her, so i gave it to my friend who had a class with her.. and after school one of my other friends (who was on call w me) was going to a crochet club with her after school and told her that she wanted to talk to me cuz she didnt know why she was getting dropped. she also said that she got angry when my friend gave her the hoodie instead of me cuz she wanted to talk to me......she couldve came up to me during lunch or gym but she didnt?? but like wtv 🙂

THEN i texted her cuz i thought it wouldnt be fair if i didnt explain told her my reasons (kind of argued?? idk)

but i made it clear that i was NOT interested in giving 3rd chances and she said okay (ngl they were making stupid excuses too but still apologized....felt fake af tho)

sighhh but yeah basically what happened...nothing much 🥰 totally wasnt sobbing when it all went down

ANYWHOOOOO imlovingthenewsmau sedfghjkl.

P.S can i be added to ur taglisttt

🐺⛓️🥀

:3

THE FUCK ?1??1?1

the catfishing is actually crazy but coincidentally one of my friends also catfished me in middle school… well tried to i knew it was her immediately😍 BUT that being the secret that they were keeping from u or whatever is so fucked up?? especially when they were so omg teheee we’re not going to tell u stop askingggg (but then kept bringing it up like they were having fun watching u want to know so badly??? i almost said smth real mean whew) anyway they’re just acting stupid by “not knowing” y u dropped them and im very glad u did!!! bc u do not deserve that nor need that in ur life 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ especially not when ur just starting highschool so !!! proud of u !!!

and yes u can b added to the taglist :3

[jaeshoney]

RANT

Me and my brothers switched rooms bc mine is bigger and they share so i was ok cool im going back to school soon anyway so idc.

and oommggggg i’m sooooo frustrated rn!!!! 1. i had to move all my stuff out of my room so they could put theirs on. ok cool no problem.

2. i have to paint my “new” room bc they had it blue. ok cool. but now it’s time to paint and there’s barely any paint and everybody wanna gts. ok no but i’ve been painting since like 2:40-3:00ish and i’m tired

3. i have to get the carpet cleaned. ok cool but i can’t go get a carpet cleaner until i finish painting the walls and i can’t paint the walls bc there’s no more paint and my mom had me using a paint sprayer/gun and it honestly sucks i’d rather just use a paint roller. and i haven’t even finished one wall yet and i have to do 4 and its already 4:30 which means for the 2nd night in a row i will not be able to sleep in my bed and will not be comfortable.

4. and i feel so dirty bc ive been moving stuff all last night and today and ive only had a shower yesterday afternoon but i don’t want to take a shower yet bc i still have stuff to do

I really just want to be done and there’s still so much to do bc even after i paint and get the carpet clean i still gotta put my stuff in there and i have a lot of stuff unfortunately.

[diobrando]

Its 9pm and my feet are dying bc I was stupid and wore slides all day

[reidsaurora]

saw @arsonhotchner do this in their "about me" post so i thought i'd give it a shot too! hope you don't mind!

☆ Get To Know Me Challenge ☆

reasons why you like/dislike your name: i definitely go through phases where i like it, then i dislike it. i dislike it because there's a lot of us around (in my freshmen rush group, there's supposed to be either two or three of us), but at the same time i love it because it means "to strive" which i think is accurate for me after all i've been through medically and emotionally. also there's the stereotype that all emilys are crackheads and super funny, which i've been told by multiple friends makes sense for my irl personality.

star sign: leo sun, libra moon, aquarius rising. the libra moon seems to be most accurate to my personality tho lol

country you live in: the usa :)

favorite artist(s): Noah Kahan, 5SOS, Blake Rose, Niall Horan, Sabrina Carpenter, New Hope Club, The Vamps, Julia Michaels, Harry Styles, BTS, Blanks, Corey Harper, Valley, Lewis Capaldi. there's probably way more bc i'm obsessed with finding new artists but those are the top ones :)

morning, afternoon, or evening: i love each of them for different reasons but i really like that period between early morning and lunch, so like between 9:30 and 11:30. also really late at night, like 1:00 am.

siblings: one older sister on earth, one older sister in heaven, and a twin in heaven that passed away before we knew their gender (my twin telepathy though has always said boy for some reason)

sexuality: straight & demisexual

favorite special item: probably the "squishmallow" (it was offbrand but idc) my grandmother bought me last year while i was in the hospital. that was probably the hardest time i've ever had and it was such a small gesture but coming home after being hospitalized the weekend before my birthday and seeing that waiting for me, it'll always be special to me <3

five random facts:

i have five autoimmune diseases.

because of that, i was able to meet Niall Horan in 2017 through Make A Wish!

i've been writing original stories since i was eight years old, and writing fanfiction since i was nine (shoutout to that crappy Frozen fanfic i wrote on my mom's old Toshiba)

despite being almost 19, i still don't have a driver's license or permit (pls send tips on passing the permit test i'm begging you)

my lifelong dream has been to work with Ewan McGregor. ever since i first saw him in the Star Wars prequels, i've wanted to act alongside him.

no pressure tags: @wifeyreid @daddyreid @danzalladaggers @rupurts-morgue03 @nomajdetective @ssabelova @letarasstuff and anyone else who wants to do it!

[sinkix]

♡ Haikyuu!!│Boys as your Roommate HC’s Pt.2│Ft. Kuroo, Bokuto, Kenma & Kageyama ♡

Since the last one did well I decided to do another 2am shit-post consisting of my bby HQ bois as your roommate so I’m v sorry if it’s messy and seems like rambling but honestly what did u expect. <(￣︶￣)> The more I write these the more I just want to summon satan and make them come to life man I love them sm.

You can find Pt. 1 here

E N J O Y ~ <3

◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒ ◃:✮.❃⭒

Kuroo:

So. Damn. Annoying

But in like, the best way possible??

Constantly teases and irritates you while cooking or when it’s your turn to do the chores.

“(Y/N)-kuuun I think you missed a spot”

Proceeds to show swabbed finger with the tiniest speck of dust on it with the biggest shit eating grin he can muster

You have constant competitions who can clean more thoroughly and rip into each other as a result.

I mean there’s worse things to compete over I suppose??

He likes to make it a habit of waking you up by throwing his HUGE ASS BODY ON TO THE BED IF YOU OVERSLEEP.

WHOLE BED JUST CREAKS AND DIPS UNDER HIS WEIGHT.

Wraps his arm around you and gives amazing cuddles tho so its worth it

Borderline suffocating you though just so you get up.

Also, don’t wake Kuroo when he’s had only a few hours rest

just, don’t. If you value your safety.

Last time you tried to haul him out of bed in this state he threw a pillow at you and BITCH WENT TO GRAB THE ALARM CLOCK NEXT but u dashed out the room before he could lob it. 

Speaking of which, pillow fights. 

so many.

 Y’all are always throwing random stuff at each other just to startle one another

You both make a conscious effort NOT to aim for the head though so I guess its ok???

The aroma of coffee always greets you in the morning and it’s become hella comforting since you’ve just come to associate that smell with him.

His bed head is 1000x more extreme in the morning which you tease him relentlessly for and def has bags under his eyes but it looks cute.

sleep deprivation but make it chic.

He is much more of a night owl i’m making it canon idc - however usually has to sleep early due to club activities starting first thing in the morning.

He wakes up especially early because he knows he not only has to haul himself up at an ungodly hour but Kenma as well since he NEVER gets up on time otherwise.

Kenma lives a few blocks down from you guys and you often kick it as a three.

Sometimes he stays over just to save the extra effort of Kuroo going to his place.

It’s always v chill with the three of you as you get on really well and just play mario kart till 2am.

which again, big mistake. They end up nearly being late to practise so it’s kinda counter productive lmao

worth it though.

Kuroo is a salty loser js and will definitely wave his arms in front of you or shove his ass in your face to block the screen so he can overtake you.

Sometimes forces you to go on early morning runs with him but it’s actually really nice since you watch the sunrise together while sitting for a water break in an empty field

Almost poetic if it wasn’t for the constant teasing and bickering like an old married couple.

Kenma is VERY thankful you have become his new victim for those morning run routines.

Bokuto:

SCREAMS FROM THE ROOFTOPS EVERY DAY

MY GOD

Actually pretty quiet in the morning?? Like the lil owl is just waking up so he usually just mumbles a good-morning and rubs his eyes its so damn cute

Usually pretty good about getting up on time but some days he needs a kick up the backside to get him out of bed.

He fully made you drag him out of the covers once before he was even willing to entertain the idea of getting up.

those 30 seconds felt like a 30 minute workout since he is so HEAVY.

I feel sorry for the neighbours on that day tbh

“Bokuto-san wake up.” 

“NNNgg-aaagGGHHHHH AGGAAASHIII”

“It’s (Y/N) you dumbass G E T U P”

You aren’t safe for long though because ONCE HE’S AWAKE HOMEBOY IS RARING TO GO.

Frequently makes y’all pancakes for breakfast with a frilly pink ‘best chef’ apron on and it’s fucking hysterical. 

actually has several aprons and one of them has a stock image of abs printed onto the front.

Pancakes is the only thing Bokuto is competent at so don’t expect anything else without the kitchen combusting

His pancakes are SO damn good tho like bitch who taught you to flip like dat.

Does a lil shimmy with his body and throws it back each time he flips so it basically aggregates as a performance too since hes so extra

One time the pancake landed on the floor and he was in emo mode for a whole day LMAOOO

boy was spiking while mourning the fallen soldier.

Akaashi was so confused as to why he walked into practise in such a solemn mood.

had to stifle his laughter once you told him the reason.

For some reason you have this tradition to play board games on a Friday night

Obvs you have to let him win and be a cocky ass bc otherwise he will be sad until the next morning.

sis will be in a slump while brushing his teeth over losing a game of monopoly.

Doesn’t expect you to come to practise with him but is always grinning like a dork the whole way there when you accompany him.

His game is always A1 on those days so Akaashi is eternally grateful.

Often tries to make you go to the gym with him SINCE Y’ALL BEST BELIEVE BOKUTO BABY AIN’T SKIPPIN LEG DAY.

Actually a really good workout partner though, he’s so hype and encouraging.

Grocery shopping is a nightmare, y’all come back with 3x as much as what was on the list while Bokuto just looks really sheepish and guilty like a dog who shredded up the sofa.

Kageyama:

Your conversations are very minimal at first until he adjusts to living with you.

Hella private with his living space and his bedroom

You always suspected he’s got some like weird alien cult meeting from Fiji going on in there with how shady he acts sometimes.

After a while though he’s pretty chill and doesn’t mind TOO much when you invade his personal space or go through his stuff.

I’d still be careful though an angry Kags is not a pleasant one.

He’s a minimalist, so if you ever get decorating done it’s usually you that takes the reigns since as long as it’s got a roof, a stove, a bathroom and a bed he could literally not give a fuck.

Unexpectedly easy to please over the smallest things, make a meal for him after a long day of practise and it’ll be hard for him to contain an appreciative smile.

Do NOT pull him up on it though bc he will get defensive 

just embrace it bro you won’t see it often.

V good at getting up on time and hella quiet in the morning when going about his routine, it’s easy to forget he’s in the house a times so at least he’s considerate.

Honestly doesn’t care whether you come to practise or not it makes no difference to him. Though the closer you both get he will sometimes wait for the moment you walk through the door and mentally slap himself for doing so.

Sometimes plays music in his room but it’s always really quiet and hard to decipher unless you press your ear up against the door.

The boi plays some BOPS though which is really surprising???

Usually takes charge of stuff like grocery shopping, cleaning etc. 

Control freak™️ here to assist your household services. 

He’s pretty dense though with these matters and needs some guidance at times lmao

Will not get the item on your list unless you CLEARLY SPECIFY AND INCLUDE THE WHOLE DAMN TITLE OF THE ITEM

You’re surprised he doesn’t request you illustrate the fucking bar code.

In the end you sometimes end up caving and just either going with him or going in his place.

Once he warms up to you y’all like cracking little jokes at each other and pulling one another’s leg.

if you get up even the slightest bit late he’ll just throw a lil “good afternoon” with a smirk on his face.

Sometimes he will come and chill with you on the couch to binge watch shows and it’s just a really relaxed atmosphere.

has really good taste in movies and series??

Honestly just a hella respectful roommate as long as you respect him and his privacy in return.

You once stuck his knee-pads in the washing machine on a high temp and they came out ready to fit a 6 year old.

You still suspect he holds a grudge to this day.

He also tried to give them to Hinata and never have you seen him more genuinely offended lmao.

Kenma:

The pair of you always end up oversleeping and it’s a genuine problem ur the definition of a disaster duo.

If it wasn’t for Kuroo strolling into your sleeping quarters most mornings you guys would sleep till the suns ready to set again.

Bless up Kuroo.

Constant video game marathons and y’all always compete to top each others time

It’s basically just the speed-run side of YouTube but under one roof.

Cannot and will not cook he is too LAZY for that.

Only thing he will do is stick an apple pie in the oven.

He’s courteous though he leaves you like,,, a 1/8th slice

smh.

You mostly get take-out or you’re the one that ends up cooking.

Veeryyyyy quiet, only noise in the household is the occasional snicker or lil conversation.

he has such a soothing voice hnnnnnnnnnggggg

The only time it’s remotely loud is when you play video games but even then the volume is quite low.

You usually end up crashing in his room from playing games till the crack of dawn and Kuroo frequently scolds the two of you.

you don’t listen though lmao.

For some reason you both end up in a hugging position when you wake up and neither of you have addressed it.

Except for the sus side eye look Kuroo gives the pair of you when he finds you like this.

He knows if he mentions it you’ll both infiltrate his apartment and choke him out with a console cable lololol.

You order most of your groceries online bc Kenma’s social anxiety will skyrocket and not allow him to be in a store full of more than 10 people, poor bby.

It works out for you too since why tf go there when you can have it delivered to your door.

You often binge watch anime together and he has GREAT taste mind you.

You made him watch a romance anime once and he secretly enjoyed it.

Since then he will very awkwardly request to watch them occasionally and you can’t help but smile.

The only time you clean is when you have to, like bins brimming with trash before you decide to take them out.

You accidentally broke his fav controller once and he didn’t talk to you for a week LMAO.

Still handed you one to play split-screen though so you knew he wasn’t entirely resentful.

[blanket-hole]

Im calling this the faberry files cos I feel like a spy when I'm really just very gay

This is just basically timestamps of every faberry moment I could find as I was rewatching season 1-3. I don't know if anyone wants to see it but I just put it here cos why not. I wasn't really planning on posting it but here we are so it features my gay ass commentary. Anyway there u go.

gay ass looks-

-1x04- so far I’ve seen a gay ass look Quinn gives Rachel at 35:36

-1x05-39:50-not that gay but a little bit, also long

-1x09-43:02 she looks so adoring

-1x10-during endless love

-1x11-9:37 voiceover is mean but just look at those eyes and tell me I’m wrong,34:00 she literally looks so adoringly I can’t

-1x12-10:41 pretends not to see her only to look straight (or not) at her

-1x15-35:02 they’re even talking about love at the time and sitting weirdly close for enemies

-1x16-41:30 

-1x20-43:06 I can’t really see where she’s looking under those long ass lashes but I think when Rachel does that little giggle she stares at her while smiling, might just be Faberry goggles tho

-1x22-9:05 I think thats like the cutest smile my little gay heart, 14:23 Quinn is fully checking her out rn like not even subtle they’re on stage

-2x04 16:12, 41:48 at Rachel singing

-2x07-23:19 that could in no way be regarded as a platonic look of enjoying the song, especially since its just started 

-2x09- 43:04 part of dog days but its just so cute them holding hands also weird since they are still meant to hate each other lol

-2x10-6:03 this could just be my Faberry goggles but im counting it :D, 31:20 staring at Rachel while she looks sad

-2x11-11:04 could be at puck but she was looking at Rachel before when they were further apart so imma take the w also Diana looks really cute in this bit

-2x16- 4:27 is being kinda mean but also the way she looks at her <3<3<3 :DD also 5:21 if u don’t want to wait through a bit of a scene and the look then is suuuuper gay, 43:17 she looks so proud of her girlfriend :DDDDD

-2x18-52:49 she looks like such a proud girlfriend in this bit

-2x21-1:29 its only a quick look from Quinn tho

-3x06-28:26 Quinn gives Rachel the GAYEST lingering look at the end of the song (unless my eyes deceive me but I don’t think they do cos I’ve checked like 3 times :DDD)

-3x07- 25:00 this is possible the outright gayest look from Quinn ive ever seen, its during one of the songs but I had to put it in

-3x08- 41:10 the look of joy on Quinns face when Rachel touches her shoulder is just pure gay energy

-3x14- 17:27 ‘for the rest of my life’ looks at Quinn, ffs just get married already, 24:07 she literally bites her lip like wth how is this not canon

-3x19- 39:08 kind of but Quinn looks really happy when he says Rachel Berryand its so cute

Scenes together-

-before I had this idea- the “eavesdrop much” talk, and a couple of other things e.g. the ru Paul scene and the sweetie scene. 

-1x05-41:59 during somebody to love weird foot tap thing

-1x06- 18:34 gay ass looks as well, 22:58

-1x07-21:45, 28:53 (the you obviously have a lot you need to express scene), 32:07 they just get wierdly closer for no reason

-1x09-26:09 not much but still

-1x13-3:06, 11:01

-1x15-34:18 sitting really close together next to each other when they’re meant to not like each other?

-1x20-5:42 they also sit really close and a bit of gay staring

-2x02 35:40 (on left of stage next to mike) they’re seen really close and talking, 38:55 standing unreasonably close and also in weird positions for a conversation, 31:28 Quinn looks really sad when Rachel sings to Finn (could also be a Fuinn thing tho so idk)

-2x04 28:11

-2x08-9:44

-2x13- 30:51

-2x14-8:19 its shortcut the level of gay panic on Quinns face is enough for its own spot

-2x15-0:03 how closeted is it to be the only two in the celibacy club fighting over a guy that neither of them want or need lmao I just think its really funny

-2x16-9:31 the level of gay panic on racehls face when she says she’s right is just a mood, 22:27 I think this is  a scene about miscommunication and Quinn blatantly states that she thinks Rachel is much better than Finn and that she believes in her I have a lot of feelings about this scene but ill leave it at that

-2x17-16:20

-2x18-2:38 not much tho, 10:53 they’re being civil and touchy feely also leads into pretty/unpretty, 21:50 when it pans to Quinn it makes it seem like it would be a Fuinn jealousy scene but she doesn’t look jealous at all just a bit sad i think she possibly is worried about Rachel and while she understands (which is why she’s helping) she wants her to feel beautiful in her own skin sorry if I read a bit too far in lol

-2x20-29:42, 33:12, 35:30 I love how finn last episode said Quinn was so closed off with her feelings and then this scene like maybe she can be herself around Rachel idk

-3x01-10:57 Skank Quinn fully checks Rachel out as she’s leaving in this scene also right after a scene where she said she’s not interested in the boys

-3x05-22:55 talking about finchel tho

-3x08-0:00, 21:54, 37:48

-3x11-14:28,20:00 is also a gay ass look but shes talking to Rachel so I put it here

-3x12-13:09 she only taps Rachel tho

-3x13-15:43 Quinn is acting like the stereotypical ‘gentleman’ and its very Faberry canon esque, to put it the best can

-3x14-34:28 this scene I just can’t the way Quinn lights up when she see her and her voice softens a bit and what she said this is the gayest scene no-one can explain it it a hetero way just ahh

-3x15-10:28 they’re holding hands :DD

-3x19-31:48 

-3x22-23:12 those tickets cost so much money I swear they should have been way better friends after high school pft, 40:15 Quinn looks so proud of her girlfriend

Possible scenes, could be just drama-

-1x09-29:27 could be at Rachel

-2x10-12:40 kind of about being sad about Finn but could be jealousy?

-2x16- 34:47 could be about Faberry but is framed as finchel or fuinn

-2x17- 37:28 probably just finchel drama but still Faberry jealousy

-2x18-17:16 they say how they’re ‘fighting about Rachel again’ and Im putting it in idc about finchel :DD

-2x19- 23:19 more about Fuinn like always in this category but Faberry jealousy

-2x22-2:27, 3:29, 8:25 finchel/fuinn/faberry jealousy

Sitting really close when they’re meant to not like each other-

-1x15-34:18 

-1x19-32:33 

-1x20-19:16 in the scene Quinn kinda checks her out but then they stand really close so I put it here

-2x02 23:24 sits really close to Rachel when she dresses in her Britney Spears costume and in the scene Quinn looks like she’s purposefully trying not to look at her and at 29:20 Quinn chose to sit right behind Rachel again, 39:52 seen sitting right behind her again

-2x10- 35:03 standing really close when it would make a difference if Quinn stood anywhere else (e.g. next to her friends or boyfriend) I just think its weird lol

-2x15- 6:28 (before Quinn starts plotting against Rachel, they’re in celibacy club together but all they do is argue so its still a bit weird)

-3x07- 4:54

I dont know where to put this-

-2x17- 35:10 they kinda just look a bit nervous and small interaction I just wanted to add this because I thought it was cute the way they moved around each other idk

-2x20- 14:46 Rachel knows Quinns eyes so well she knows the flower and colour of the ribbon (also gardenias are for secret love which it would surprise me if Rachel already knew)

-3x04-20:26 Rachel isn’t sitting near her boyfriend or anyone she’s even really friends with its a bit weird that shed be sitting in the corner right next to Quinn away from the other chairs

Songs- Ive probably missed a bunch of these but I tried lmao-

-somebody to love

-halo

-ride with me

-no air

-keep holding on

-bust a move

-proud Mary

-crazy in love

-imagine- there is a gay ass look

-you can’t always get what you want

-dont rain on my parade

-my life would suck without you

-gives u hell

-hello goodbye

-like a prayer

-home(kind of)

-give up the funk

-any way you want it

-faithfully

-dont stop delieving 

-Empire State of mind

-ice ice baby

-toxic

-damn it Janet

-time warp

-sweet transvestite

-start me up/living on a prayer

-hot patootie

-forget you

-umbrella/singin in the rain

-I think I wanna marry you

-just the way you are

-ive had the time of my life

-Valerie

-the Dog days are over

-the most wonderful day of the year

-welcome Christmas

-heads will roll/thriller

-fat bottomed girls

-sing

-blame it on the alcohol

-tik tok

-do you wanna touch

-afternoon delight

-get it right

-loser like me

-pretty/unpretty

-born this way

-pure imagination

-New York New York

-Fix you

-last Friday night

-hit me with your best shot/one way or another

-I cant go for that/ you make my dreams

-I kissed a girl

-feed the world

-summer nights

-we found love

-gotta be starting something

-Im sexy and I know it

-stereo hearts (not technicaly but a lot of Faberry so I’m putting it in)

-fly/I believe I can fly

-heres to us

-its not right but its okay

-its all coming back to me now

-paradise by the dashboard light

-we are the champions

-tongue tied

-you get what you give

[skinks]

Please Please talk to me about Maggie Tozier and what she’s like and looks like and what Dilfworth Tozier loves about her and made him put a ring on it and in general how much her two boys love her and how she loves them.

[cracks knuckles] here we go

I was looking through my copy of the book yesterday to answer this ask but then I figured, y’know what? Canon can suck it. I tend to beat myself up over accurate characterisation for Richie and Eddie, but they’re main characters, Maggie and Went are not, so the details are inconsequential. Their ages in the Dilfworth fic mean that they’d have a pretty different life experience from their book versions, what with growing up in the 60s/70s, but imo all that matters is that they love Richie and are good parents. Canon is ours now!!!

- my no.1 headcanon rn is that Maggie sings like an angel, and sings all the time. In the car, in the shower, gardening, housework, cooking. She and Went have a pretty good record collection, but if Went is listening to something and hears Maggie singing to herself in another room of the house he shuts that shit off quick so he can hear her.

- I wrote in ithots that Richie busts out into song at the drop of a hat, right? well, where Richie gets encouragement with his Voices through Went participating, Richie gets his incessant singing from Maggie, because he grew up in a household where that was welcomed.

- Maggie doesn’t even notice she’s doing it until Richie joins in, or she turns around and sees Went gazing at her all dopey, and she gets self-conscious

- until Went is like “I don’t know why. You know I think you’re a songbird” and then grins and calls her Magpie. She says stop. He says, Maggie-pie? She throws a dishcloth at him but secretly loves it because she fell in love with how frank and practical he is most of the time, but also how silly he is only when it comes to her and Richie.

- he only calls her that when they’ve had one too many anyway, otherwise it’s all sweetheart, honey, darling, Mags. Marguerite, in Richie’s stupid French Waiter Voice. “Yes ma’am” for when he’s rearranging her guts. Maggie’s the one to call him “my love” the first time, but she said it kinda exaggerated and jokey, and Maggie just doesn’t joke the way Went and Richie do so Richie noticed the way his dad just cracked tf up and was like wow, Mom must be really, really funny

- so y’know how Richie calls Eddie “my love” in the book, and is generally quite physically affectionate? He picks all that up from his parents, watching their example. Wants to make Eddie laugh like that

- for some reason I always imagine she speaks like, French or Italian fluently. I’m stealing @honeyreynolds hc that her maiden name is Avery for Tex Avery, but maybe her own mother was European. She tries to speak French with Richie as a baby/toddler so that he’ll be bilingual, and she’s so proud/frustrated because he’s clearly smart and has a knack for linguistic imitation, but his attention span is just. Non existent

- still makes lil kid Richie giggle by doing exaggerated Italian and making him guess what she’s saying

- I think she’s pretty elegant and reserved and almost shy on the surface with a rly wry sense of humour, so people tend to think she’s snooty, but she’s just... so concerned with keeping the peace and not saying anything bad about someone. Tries to see the best in people. This can lead to a lot of embarrassment when Went is so upfront and medical-frank about stuff or if Richie’s being a dumbass in public, but really she just envies their typically masculine lack of inhibition

- this is because she’s got this killer wicked streak. Maggie’s got a hidden well of scathing diatribes and Went knows it because

- they met on a plane in 1971 when Maggie was flying back to college for her final semester of senior year, and the man in the seat next to her started having an attack of some kind. The stewardesses appeal desperately for any doctors on board, nobody answers. Anyone at all? We’ll have to land the plane! Maggie’s trying to slowly shift away from this man and his spasms without seeming rude when she hears a deep sigh in the seat behind her and someone saying “I’m ethically bound to admit I have a licence in dentistry,” in a voice like he’s in on some joke nobody else knows.

- this guy unfolds the longest legs she’s ever seen and comes to squat right next to her and her apparently dying seat partner, she notices he’s nice looking and keeps glancing at her, there’s banter. Eventually he shrugs and is like “imo this man has a bad case of wind.” And Maggie just TEARS Went a new one like oh nice diagnosis DOCTOR DENTIST where’s your seatside manner?!?! what kind of name is WENTWORTH anyway! and Went’s like 👀😳😍 and then the dying man lets out a giant fart and Maggie recoils, all her pretty poise and indignation turning to base disgust and Went bursts out laughing and offers her the seat next to him

- turns out his first residency is in the next town from Maggie’s college. She’s only dated preppy meatheads before who only ever tried to flatter her and stopped listening when she talked about her music theory degree or the books she likes. But Went always grins and side-eyes her and cranks the volume whenever Maggie May comes on the hits station, because then she’ll whack him with a book. She’s so SWEET he loves goading her into releasing some more of that plane rage, like one day she’s prowling on the edge of a rant about her TA and trying to be reasonable. Went’s like, do it. You’ll feel better. So she fuckin rants her head off for ten minutes until her hair’s all dark and wild like an Arthurian queen and she looks over at Went reclining all impressed on her dorm bed and he’s like. I have never been more in love in my life. Can you sit on my face and make fun of my name again

- so yeah they’re both like, quietly distinguished and outwardly calm model citizens of Derry but in private Went is the fuckin roastmaster and is Maggie’s outlet for frustration whenever housewife suburbia gets too much

- I always picture her as having dark and quite curled hair, sort of Lauren Bacall eyes, and she’s probably tall too. Like 5’8 to Went’s 6’0 or 6’1 which is why Richie turns out to be 6’2 lmao. A family of giants. Honestly the whole time I was writing the Dilfworth fic I was imagining Mary Elizabeth Winstead, that’s my early-30s Maggie that Went is so excited to come home he’s stocking up on condoms. God I bet she’s got some of those single dark beauty mark freckles on her stomach 🥵 Wears hats with big brims. Sundresses. Secretly likes to pretend she’s on a mysterious trip to Rome as she sits in the park watching Richie catch dragonflies. Maybe when she’s older and Richie’s a teenager she looks kinda like Olivia Williams, bc I’ve had a big milfy thing for her ever since she was the mother in the 2003 Peter Pan.

- most kids in Derry have a crush on either Richie’s mom or dad or both and this is unfortunately quite damaging to his self esteem, even though Maggie INSISTS he’s just so handsome. She hates seeing him so insecure

- she tried pot once in college and hated it. The only times she comes close to getting hammered is on book club wine because it’s the only way she can get through them asserting the female orgasm doesn’t exist, then she comes home mildly tipsy and joins in on Went and Richie’s raucous game of cards

- felt a bit left out when Richie was small, with how well Went was able to go along with the silliness. Went sees this and gets Richie to make up a game where she’s Queen Margaret of the Tozier Court and made Richie a knight. They all spoke in bad Medieval Voices all afternoon, and it becomes one of those super long-running family jokes, and Maggie still feels all happy inside whenever Queen Margaret comes up

- ruthless decision maker!!! She had to be, because Went’s so laidback he’s horizontal and is always like “idc what we do as long as you guys are chill” and Richie can’t concentrate long enough to pick what colour gumball he wants, so she has to be staff sargeant. They go to Disneyland and she’s like C’MON BOYS HUP HUP HUP and Went’s like “oh cripes son we’re being hustled!!” but they love it as much as she loves them doing what she says

- great cook because of her indeterminidely Mediterranean mother.

- she genuinely wants to understand Richie’s strangeness but is also stumped as to what to do to bond with him, since she can only think of things she’d do with a daughter. She WANTS to brush Richie’s curls and bake with him but she thinks he wouldn’t like it, so they stick with singing. Is delighted when Eddie very politely and very intensely asks for her help making Richie a birthday cake. She sees how different they are together, and remembers Richie coming home at 5 years old declaring he was gonna marry Eddie Kaspbrak when he grows up, and she thinks... well, if I must have a son-in-law, I would love this one as much as I love my son.

[vergilboyfriend]

You should do all of them questions and 90 is true

I love you!!!!

1. Favorite instrument?

I work at a music store u can’t just ask me this. When my coworkers play it’s the saxophone or the flute, when the boys in the repair shop are testing repairs and they harmonize with each other or try to outplay one another it’s the bassoon or the trombone or whatever they’re fixing at the moment. When I hear 🎺 give his lesson on Wednesday afternoons it’s the trumpet, and when I think about middle school it’s the clarinet, the flute, the French horn. When I hear the nutcracker pas des deux is the oboe and when I hear edith piaf l’accordeoniste it’s the remarkable human voice. Really my favorite instrument is all of them, it just depends.

2. Favorite fic trope? Mutual pining 🥺

3. Sport you played for the longest amount of time? LMAO I wasn’t a sporty kid but I did ballet

4. Shoe size? 10-11

5. Most recent (good) dream? Uhh I had a dream last night about my coworker 🎹 it wasn’t bad though I can’t really remember what it was about

6. Last person in your DMs? smugg

7. Can you do a handstand? Nooo nooo lmaoo nooooo

8. Unpopular food opinion I don’t like oranges or red meat

9. Conspiracy you believe in? There’s some kind of weird weather dome in my hometown around the military base that makes most storms pass around us

10. Is your hair its natural color/style? Most of it is I dyed the bottom layer of my hair tho so it’s blonde rn

11. state a useless fact all that’s coming to mind is outright lies rn hold on. The inventor of pringles is buried in a pringles can that’s so fucking nasty omg

12. most interesting gossip you’ve heard? Idk I don’t really care for gossip uhhhh have u heard tho rin dippindogs is a huge gay hah she uhh she like men AND women lmao gaaay gaaaay

13. Middle name? Carolyn

14. Sexuality? Bisexual

15. Amount of sleep you got last night? Idk actually I think like 9-10 hrs tho I slept in until 11

16. Opinion on ice cream cake? Tasty!!!

17. Opinion on (cup)cake frosting? It’s depends buttercream is usually too sweet for me in large amounts so I prefer whipped cream frosting

18. Last board game you played? Idk??? We played hunt a killer tho last Thursday me n my family I guess that counts kinda

19. Project you want to start? I need ideas first baby

20. Project you’re working on right now? HAHAHAHAHAHA

21. TV show you’re watching? nothing rn I just rewatch bojack a lot if I watch anything

22. Last movie you watched? Lego batman I think

23. Ever left anon hate? Not legit hate

24. Ever left anon love? Yes all the time. Sometimes to strangers it’s my favorite thing to do

25. Best Disney movie? The princess and the frog

26. Best Pixar movie? Soul or Up I can’t decide

27. Best Star Wars? Um. Empire strikes back

28. Last thing you consumed? Fuit gumy

29. NoTP? Idk I don’t really hate ships unless they’re gross like pedophilic gross

30. story behind your (nick)name? When I was a fetus my great grandfather had a dream that my name should be Carolyn Marie but my parents were huge dweebs so they named me Marina after the actress of Deanna Troi in Star Trek. Idk about my nickname ive just always been Rina/Rin as long as I can remember

31. ice cream order? Lately it’s lemon sorbetto I know it’s SO high in sugar but I love it

32. describe your blog in <5 words I love you

33. how many blogs do you follow? 436

34. Describe your voice it depends usually I sound like a sick child but my customer service voice is really pleasant

35. Describe your smile it’s cute :)

36. What is the place you live known for? LMAOOO LMAO we have a military base nearby and like. I could go on abt that one but also like. There’s a lot of gang violence and a lot of the other consequences of poverty. People from the cities around us see us as “””ghetto””” or violent but it���s just. It’s more than that it’s always more than that. And idk what else there’s nothing really particularly special about this town except that we’re all here and not anywhere else

37. What is the place you’re originally from known for? (if they’re different)

38. pronouns? she/any idc

39. Languages you speak? English

40. first friend you made through tumblr? Idk. I probably don’t talk to them anymore :(

41. Person on tumblr you know in real life? my brother

42. First dog breed you think of shih tzu I have 2 next to me rn

43. room wall color? Purble!!!! The paint color is called grape juice that’s why I picked it!!!

44. Song that’s stuck in your head right now? It’s tricky to rock a rhyme to rock a rhyme that’s right on time it’s trickyyyyy

45. Favorite number? 5, 34

46. Color you associate with your name? Red

47. Favorite jolly rancher flavor?watermelon

48. Pets? 2 dogs rocket and groot and 4 cats loki danni who r from the same litter and we raised from kittens, miss kitty who we adopted from a shelter after my boy blue moon passed away and ben (his real name is Kylo Ren thanks to my mom but I refuse to call him that) he is my little baby and he has 7 toes on his front paws

49. Collections? Hot wheels

50. Character outside of your fandom you’d marry? Girl what lmaooo idk

51. Character outside of your fandom you’d kill? That’s mean :(

52. Have you met any celebrities? NO thank god id have to kill on sight

53. Favorite time period in history? Itslian Renaissance & Romantic Era

54. What time is it right now? 2:35 am oops

55. History or future? Future but like . A good one. Or prehistory

56. Space or ocean? Space

57. Fears? Abandonment

58. Command + v and post. It’s this list of questions u don’t want that

59. Favorite season? Spring

60. Describe your aesthetic. Messy just a mess, neon and old buildings and things, antiques, countryside if there weren’t so many trump pence flags still lmaoo give uppp give up, nature just al of nature and space and places humans can’t touch and places they used to touch but can’t anymore

61. MBTI? Infp but I haven’t taken it in a few years

62. What’s your relationship with your family like? Normal.

63. “Biggest fan” in your tumblr activity? I’m in mobile hold on acc to tumblr it’s akky

64. Favorite musical? Sweeney todd

65. Comfort book? Idk how to read 💔💔💔 wuthering heights tho

66. Comfort movie? Whisper of the heart

67. OTP? Girl idk

68. BroTP? Joey and Tristan yugioh

69. AUs or canon compliant? Canon ig idk

70. Opinion on the person who’s sending the ask? It’s an anon!! But I love them

71. FMK + 3 characters anon didnt leave any characters and I was going to say something very bad but I won’t

72. Dream date? I’ve wanted to do this for a while but ideally it would be after we’d been together a while maybe even engaged or whatever, I wanna go to like a Home Depot or a furniture store and pretend to be married and looking for house paints and furniture and plan what our home is going to look like I wanna do that so bad. But idk for a first/early relationship date i really want to go to the zilker botanical garden it’s one of my favorite places, we could also go to the natural gardener which is a plant nursery in Austin I really love it there too and it’s not that far from zilker.

73. Relationship status? Single

74. Ever dyed your hair? Do you plan to? Yes and perhaps. Maybe

75. Dream job/career? Idk anymore I used to have big girl goals and I haven’t had any in a while. But when I was younger I wanted to be a game warden

76. Favorite band/singer? Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky

77. Something that makes you soft/that you find adorable? My cats

78. The first thing you would do if you won the lottery? Buy a house

79. Are you superstitious? Yes

80. Character you project onto? Shizuku tsukishima

81. Fictional character you’ve had a crush on? Vergil devil may cry. Forever husband

82. Celebrity crush? LMAO

83. Person on here you’d date? my mutuals

84. Person on here you’d marry? 🥺 my mutuals

85. Person on here you’d throw into the void? Smugg

86. Other social media you have? I’ve got a photography insta that I barely use and a Twitter that’s just nintendo switch screenies that’s it

87. Finish the sentence: Due to personal reasons, ___________i will be passing away

88. Bad habit? I find it rlly hard to say no or like to say when and why I’m upset I don’t feel like for the latter I don’t feel like I should bring something that’s upsetting me up because I know I’ll get over it on my own and I don’t really trust myself to be upset about rational things. Idk I’m working on it

89. Three things you like about yourself? I’m hot, I’m kind, I’m resilient

90. Ily and you deserve the world I love you!!!!! YOU deserve it too!!!

[gothicmangos-blog]

Get To Know Me Uncomfortably Well

(This tag was not created by me, it’s by @marcymakemagic​. I wan’t to do it since it seemed fun.)

PLEASE DON’T LET THIS FLOP AHHHH

1. What is your middle name? - Nikole

2. How old are you? - 21

3. When is your birthday? - June 17

4. What is your zodiac sign? - Gemini

5. What is your favorite color? - Army Green

6. What’s your lucky number? - 13 

7. Do you have any pets? - Nope

8. Where are you from? - Missouri, USA 

9. How tall are you? - 5′8″ (172.7 cm)

10. What shoe size are you? - 7.5

11. How many pairs of shoes do you own? - 15 I think

12. What was your last dream about? - I was kissed by Jungkook :]

13. What talents do you have? - drawing, singing, writing lyrics, just being creative.

14. Are you psychic in any way? - Not really, but there’s been times when I’d predict something would happen, or I’d have dreams about something and then it would happen later that week it would happen. I’m also known go be very lucky.

15. Favorite song? - “Ooh La La La” by EXO

16. Favorite movie? - Ride Along is a funny one, but I don’t really think I have a favorite. As long as Kevin Hart is in it, I’m happy.

17. Who would be your ideal partner? - Someone I’m not afraid to be goofy with and treats me like a princess.

18. Do you want children? - Not really. I’m kinda terrible with kids. Now if you mean children as in dogs, then yes, I WANT THEM ALL!!

19. Do you want a church wedding? - I’ll just do whatever feels right, but honestly that’s probably what’ll happen anyways.

20. Are you religious? - Yep

21. Have you ever been to the hospital? - Who hasn’t? I mean we’ve all been born right?? :]

22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law? - Nope, I’m an angel

23. Have you ever met any celebrities? - Yes, I met Christina Grimmie 2 years before she passed. The day I met her was one of the best days of my life. R.I.P, love~.

24. Baths or showers? - Showers

25. What color socks are you wearing? - Black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow, black and yellow.

26. Have you ever been famous? - pfffffffffffffttttttt..... no

27. Would you like to be a big celebrity? - Maybe not huge where people are stalking me and paparazzi are everywhere, but a lil fame is alright c:

28. What type of music do you like? - K-Pop, Indie pop, rock, acoustic shit <:

29. Have you ever been skinny dipping? - nope, but maybe it’ll happen someday ;)

30. How many pillows do you sleep with? - 9

31. What position do you usually sleep in? - curled up on my side

32. How big is your house? - 3600 sq ft... i think

33. What do you typically have for breakfast? - nothing... because I don’t wake up till the afternoon.

34. Have you ever fired a gun? - nerf

35. Have you ever tried archery? - I want to

36. Favorite clean word? - Fudge-nuggets or oof

37. Favorite swear word? - dick? Is dick a swearword? Nah? okay then, i don’t have a favorite because I’m an “angel” c;

38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep? - 26 hours

39. Do you have any scars? - This past summer I cut my finger on a can of soup and there’s a weird bubble of re-attached skin on my ring finger where it happened. 

40. Have you ever had a secret admirer? - Stalkers? Oh yep, plenty of those.

41. Are you a good liar? - I can’t lie to save a life.

42. Are you a good judge of character? - most of the time.

43. Can you do any other accents other than your own? - English accent, a bit of an oriental accent, pikachu, stitch from lilo and stitch, goofy..

44. Do you have a strong accent? - nope, i don’t even have one.

45. What is your favorite accent? - As long as i can understand you, then that’s good

46. What is your personality type? - sarcastic, funny, lazy, shy sometimes but crazy other times.

47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing? - My DAY6 Youth Tour Hoodie.

48. Can you curl your tongue? - Yep, I can turn it upside down and also touch my nose with it too.

49. Are you an innie or an outie? - innie

50. Left or right handed? - Right

51. Are you scared of spiders? - yes

52. Favorite food? - Cake

53. Favorite foreign food? - Korean BBQ and Gyoza (Japanese dumplings).

54. Are you a clean or messy person? - messy tbh

55. Most used phrase? - I’m okay, I’m good, Okie dokie.

56. Most used word? - Oof, hellurr, idk, lmao

57. How long does it take for you to get ready? - like 2 hours lol

58. Do you have much of an ego? - kinda-ishhh. My ego is bigger on the internet.

59. Do you suck or bite lollipops? - suck and lick >__>

60. Do you talk to yourself? - All the time

61. Do you sing to yourself? - I sing what I say to myself cuz im a weirdo

62. Are you a good singer? - I’m aight.

63. Biggest Fear? - Stage fright, airplanes, moths, absolute silence, losing friends and loved ones

64. Are you a gossip? - not really. idc about gossip anymore

65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen? - I honestly have no idea.

66. Do you like long or short hair? - both are fine. I prefer long on me though.

67. Can you name all 50 states of America? - yes, and in alphabetical order too.

68. Favorite school subject? - Art, astronomy, photography.

69. Extrovert or Introvert? - depends on the situation, but a little bit of both.

70. Have you ever been scuba diving? - nope

71. What makes you nervous? - confrontation, going places alone, public speaking.

72. Are you scared of the dark? - a bit.

73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes? - One of my pet peeves. 

74. Are you ticklish? - please don’t tickle me... it’s torture ;~;

75. Have you ever started a rumor? - nope

76. Have you ever been in a position of authority? - nah

77. Have you ever drank underage? - once

78. Have you ever done drugs? - nope

79. Who was your first real crush? - Andrew from fourth grade

80. How many piercings do you have? - none, except the one in my heart when someone says that they hate BTS.

81. Can you roll your Rs?“ - nope, but my friend can purr and I’m jealous.

82. How fast can you type? - pretty damn fast, thank you very much.

83. How fast can you run? - I don’t

84. What color is your hair? - Brown

85. What color is your eyes? - Grey Blue; sometimes they can be green too.

86. What are you allergic to? - Exercise xD 

87. Do you keep a journal? - Yes, it is dedicated to Kpop c: I’ll show it someday

88. What do your parents do? - dad works at the city waterplant, and mom stays home taking care of my brother, me and my grandmother

89. Do you like your age? - It’s a good age, except I hate responsibility

90. What makes you angry? - Lots of things

91. Do you like your own name? - Yeah it’s fine

92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they? - kinda, but for dogs xD

93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child? - girl tho

94. What are you strengths? - bowling and being lazy

95. What are your weaknesses? - not eating... don’t want to talk about it

96. How did you get your name? - ... my parents gave it to me?

97. Were your ancestors royalty? - I’m somehow related to Isaac Newton, but he aint royalty.

98. Do you have any scars? - ... I THOUGHT I ALREADY ANSWERED THIS QUESTION?? ABOUT MY BUBBLE FINGER.

99. Color of your bedspread? - Purple and black. 100. Color of your room? - Purple.. 

I PURPLE YOU!!!

Thanks for reading if you did. :*

[lunasea]

i was tagged by @dukseon​ ty ily

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

tagging: @28skm, @alyssumaimatia​, @emotionrevolution​, @aloe-s​ and that’s probably it because i don’t have friends lol

last

1. drink: london fog

2. phone call: my grandma

3. text message: a friend

4. song you listened to: young by adoy

5. time you cried: this afternoon

ever

6. dated someone twice?: no

7. kissed someone and regretted it: somewhat

8. been cheated on: no

9. lost someone special: ye

10. been depressed: omg

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: ye but not bc i was drunk and i’m serious

fave colours

12. dark emerald/jade greens

13. dusty pinks

14. pale blues that sometimes look grey, idk how to describe so #9cabad in hex

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends: yes

16. fallen out of love: yes yikes

17. laughed until you cried: fortunately

18. found out someone was talking about you: yep

19. met someone who changed you: ofc

20. found out who your friends are: i guess so

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: i don’t have facebook

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: i don’t have facebook

23. do you have any pets: i’ve had lots in the past, i really want a goldfish (ALYSSA PLEASE)

24. do you want to change your name: my chinese name for sure

25. what did you do for your last birthday: i think i went to chinatown with my grandma

26. what time did you wake up today: 8:00 a.m.

27. what were you doing at midnight last night: lying in my bathtub but i wasn’t taking a bath

28. what is something you can’t wait for: to finally see the boy i like

30. what are you listening to right now: amore by ryuichi sakamoto & the sound of wind because my window’s open and a train’s passing somewhere

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: yes and i’ve never met a good tom

32. something that gets on your nerves: repetition

33. most visited website: wikipedia

34. hair colour: dark brown but i’m thinking of dyeing it

35. long or short hair: medium

36. do you have a crush on someone: yes!!!! i just want to see him >:(

37. what do you like about yourself: my ideas

38. want any piercings?: yeah now that i’m thinking about it i should just get the ones i’ve always wanted done but at the same time i have enough???

39. blood type: i actually don’t know but i’m guessing o

40. nicknames: mui, muizyu, mui tau, udon, edo, ebum

41. relationship status: single

42. zodiac: cancer

43. pronouns: she/her

44. fave tv shows: marmalade boy, inuyasha, terrace house, one more time, maison ikkoku, the monkey king (the old ones), naruto,  saiki k

45. tattoos: nope

46. right or left handed: right, but i’m pretty good with my left hand??? my mom is ambidextrous so i maybe picked it up from her a bit

47. ever had surgery: teeth surgery

48. piercings: four

49. sport: fencing kind of but i haven’t in a while

50. vacation: i went to hong kong two months ago and i’m going to hawaii soon

51. trainers: what

more general

52. eating: bread

53. drinking: slushie

54. i’m about to watch: secret (that’s what i’m watching i’m not trying to be cool and say it’s a secret)

55. waiting for: the boy i like to appear!!!

56. want: to know what i want

57. get married: i don’t know

58. career: i really really really really really really really don’t know

which is better

59. hugs or kisses: both

60. lips or eyes: eyes

61. shorter or taller: taller

62. older or younger: older

63. nice arms or stomach: idc

64. hookup or relationship: relationship

65. troublemaker or hesitant: either

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger: no

67. drank hard liquor: ye

68. lost glasses: sure

69. turned someone down: yes

70. sex on first date: no

71. broken someone’s heart: part of me believes no but at the same time i think yes

72. had your heart broken: all the time, 24/7, by me and everyone else, constantly, non-stop, forever, always, perpetually,,,,,,,,

73. been arrested: no

74. cried when someone died: yeah

75. fallen for a friend: yes wow fml

do you believe in

76. yourself: no but i want to

77. miracles: no

78. love at first sight: not really but i’d like to

79. santa claus: no

80. kiss on a first date: it doesn’t really matter to me tbh

81. angels: no, because as i said earlier, i don’t believe in myself???

other

82. best friend’s name: froggie

83. eye colour: dark brown

84. fave movie: the left ear, mood indigo, somewhere in time, us and them, the beauty inside, vanishing time, roman holiday, pieta in the toilet, wong kar wai films, ghibli films, lots of films actually and so this list could potentially continue forever but i will stop here

85. fave actor: chen duling, sakaguchi kentaro, aoi yu

[alwayssillybluebird]

vent post woooooo!!!!!1!1!1!++!!!!!

ok so it's currently summer as we all know. Let's start from the beginning: it was the end of June, finally summer break. I had an army cadets annual camp thing (basically q summer camp but 108392x worse) qt the end of July. so I had <3 weeks of ""relaxing" (it was boiling and I had to take care of my sister) and eventually it was late July so I started packing for Camp. Then on the night before I was supposed to leave my mum decided that im not going because it'll be like 40 degrees+ where im gonna be staying. So I end up not going. Then literally 5 days later she gets really drunk qnd decides that I qm going. so the next morning I got on the car with her and my sister and drove for 6 hours and of course I got yelled at because I didn't know the directions or whatever even tho she had 2 sat navs under her nose. so i finally affive there and I hate it. I have no friends in cadets so you can imagine how that went. I tried to talk to people but they just ignore me. I had to wake up at 5.30am EVERY. SINGLE. MORNING. because my disabled roommate set her alarm to 5.30. although the previous night, when me qnd my other roommate are trying to sleep, she'd always talk to her dad and she wouldn't even bother to go to the bathroom or out headphones on! No, she decides to scream, cry qnd complain to her dad qt 11pm every single night qnd not even apologising to us. then fast forward to the last day, we wake up at 5 am again qnd then we are forced to clean our rooms but my roommate stayed outside of course because she "kept on fainting" even though she had no problem going to the disco the previous night qnd twerking on the picnic tables. then we finally get on the bus and I have to sit next to the little bitch named isla hutchersob or whatever and she's a Christian so she's super annoying. She's also rude to me for no reason even though I gave her £1 so she can buy snacks qnd I gave her the rest of ny chocolate and cookies because I felt bad that she had to drive for another 3 hours. of course she ate ALL of it the moment I gave it to her so she probably starved for the rest of the trip. LMAOOO SHE DESERVED THAT she acted like a cunt to me for no reason the whole camp and on the bus ride. L

Ok so I finally get home and my parents make me dinner and stuff qnd im glad to finally sleep in my own bed. But then 2 days later by parents decided that we are going to TURKEY on holiday without even asking me. So then the next day we wake up qt 5 am, drive for 7 hours to Leeds for the airport, sit there for another 4 hours, then get on the plane (another 4 hours) which was horrible. Then we finally get to Turkey qnd I couldn't even breathe outside as it was HOT. then we wait for a taxi for like 30 minutes and drive for 1.5 hours and we finally get to the hotel by like 12am. I was starving and exhausted at that point so jsnshahauzhhs

Then the next day (day 1) it was even worse. I had to get up qt 9 AM even though I went to bed at like 3 am last night so I only got less than 6 hours of sleep. then we go have breakfast which was pretty mid and it's literally SCORCHING outside. then my parents force me to go to the beach and I nearly die of heat exhaustion - my feet, head, eve dry thing is burning. then we get back to the hotel by taxi which was good. Then I spent the rest of the day sitting in my room because its too hot, I can't breathe outside, and I hate swimming and getting q sun tan (internal racism moment mmaooo) so fast forward to afternoon and my mym is angry at me for no reason. she forced me to go outside and play fucking poop with her which was shit (I hated every second if it) but of course i had to be happy. then my mum has a whole tantrum about something idc about and then there was an argument which lasted about 2 hours and then my parents had their 10th drink of beer and they decide to go to some retarded kids "performance" ofc I HAVE to go there and I HAVE to watch it and I HAVE to smile and enjoy it. makes sense, parents! then they get pissed qt me qnd start threatening me because im not smiling. they're piss drunk at this point so im even more pisssed off at them. then I finally get to go to my room and they follow me for some reason so there was another short argument so my dad lef tfor about half an hour qnd then we all went to bed and I couldn't sleep because my dumbass father was snoring so now im here.

im gonna go to sleep now bye. ill update 2morrow

[graveyarding]

rules: answer these 85 questions and tag 20 people

i was tagged by @op0ssom​ thank u !!

i tag (not 20 ppl sorry): @todaystomatoes, @unaleph, @fastlove1996, @slipknots, @subdivisi0ns, @sleepytune, any of my mutuals who wanna!

what was your last…

1. drink; squirt (grapefruit soda)

2. phone call; my dad

3. message sent; "do u still need qs for the notes?”

4. song you listened to; writing the circles/orgone tropics by of montreal

5. time you cried; if u count tearing up in therapy this afternoon but if not on sunday

— have you ever…

6. dated someone twice; nope

7. kissed someone and regretted it; not really

8. been cheated on; yep

9. lost someone special; yes

10. been depressed; yes beginning ~7th grade i’d say

11. gotten drunk and thrown up; no

— favourite colours…

12. black

13. red

14. pink

— in the last year have you…

15. made new friends; sort of..

16. fallen out of love; yes who’s proud

17. laughed until you cried; yeah multiple times in the past week.ghgdf

18. found out someone was talking about you; i don’t think so?

19. met someone who changed you; not really but maybe..

20. found out who your friends are; i guess?

21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends list; i havent been kissed since august 2016....so no

— general

22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know irl; basically all of them though i dont go on there anymore 

23. do you have any pets; i have 3 cats

24. do you want to change your name; hm. mixed on this i love gem but in th past 2 years i’d say ive been warming back up to my birth name..but i dont really care i like em both (and all my nicknames)

25. what did you do for your last birthday; went out for dinner

26. what time did you wake up today; ~7:00

27. what were you doing at midnight last night; conked out!!!

28. what’s something you can’t wait for; picking out my classes for next year, meeting my soulmate, getting out of this house, discovering me..

29. what’s your favourite animal; cats, wolves, alligators

30. what are you listening to rn; nothing right now actually... *unpauses music*

31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom; no...but my grandmas cat named tom? yes

32. something that’s getting on your nerves; my dad, my ap hug hw/that class in general

33. most visited website; tumblr, youtube, ao3

34. hair colour; brown but ive dyed it black a couple times

35. long or short; my hair is short right now

36. do you have a crush on someone; yes but i always do...but it wont work out

37. what do you like about yourself; my eyes (color) i smile a lot & when i make ppl laugh..i think i have some good input occasionally 

38. want any piercings; septum

39. blood type; ok since the forensics unit on blood ive really wanted to know..sadly idk

40. nicknames; [redacted], sabeans, neptune, reese, etc

41. relationship status; single..plz

42. Sign; gemini sun, taurus moon, gemini rising (my chart is posted on /e page)

43. pronouns; any

44. fave tv show; ink master, malcolm in the middle, freaks and geeks, trailer park boys, breaking bad, stranger things

45. tattoos; i dont have any

46. right or left handed; leftie babey!

47. ever had surgery; to have 4 teeth removed

48. piercings; ears

49. sport; ...im emo

50. vacation; idk this q. my last vacation was for spring break to florida

51. trainers; wot....i have vans & converse

52. eating; nothing right now. i last had a cereal bar

53. drinking; still squirt

54. about to watch; a book review (x)

55. waiting for; graduation!!!!!!!!!!!!

56. want; a significant other

57. get married; idk..probs but maybe not

58. career; no clue

— which is better…

59. hugs or kisses; kisses. but hugs rule

60. lips or eyes; eyes

61. taller or shorter; taller (than me)

62. older or younger; older but a year younger idc

63. nice arms or stomach; idk

64. hookups or relationships; relationships

65. troublemaker or hesitant; probs more hesitant but now...troublemaker i guess

66. kissed a stranger; no

67. drank hard liquor; yes

68. turned someone down; yeah but this was in 4th grade

69. sex on first date; probably not but cant say never

70. broken someone’s heart; i dont think so

71. had your heart broken; yes..im emo

72. been arrested; no

73. cried when someone died; when my cats have died/fictional deaths

74. fallen for a friend; i have before

— do you believe in…

75. yourself; mostly

76. miracles; unsure

77. love at first sight; yes but limited...like. intrigue more

78. Santa Claus; no

79. angles; this angel is fallen !

— misc…

80. eye colour; brown

81. best friends name; savannah, el

82. favourite movie; the outsiders, hellraiser, this is spinal tap, star wars, it, scream

83. favourite actor; dont really have one

84. favourite cartoon; daria, rick and m-*gets shot*

[isengard]

i was tagged by @patroclusgf thank u ily

Rules: Answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20people

Tagging: i literally hate actually tagging people in these so everyone who sees this u are now tagged

last

1. drink - water

2. phone call - my brother

3. text message - i was telling my brother i was at the apt he was at

4. song you listened to - love scenario by ikon (a BOP)

5. time you cried - last thursday when i figured out i didn’t get this job i rly wanted

ever

6. dated someone twice? - nope

7. kissed someone and regretted it - i rly don’t consider it a kiss but yeah

8. been cheated on - nah

9. lost someone special - yeah

10. been depressed - u know it

11. gotten drunk and thrown up - not only did i throw up, but i threw up in the middle of a crowded bar at 2 in the afternoon

fave colours

12. black

13. white

14. grey lmao

in the last year have you…

15. made new friends - yeah

16. fallen out of love - nope

17. laughed until you cried - definitely

18. found out someone was talking about you - don’t remember don’t care

19. met someone who changed you - yes

20. found out who your friends are - sure

21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list - dont have a fb oops

general

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl - refer 2 last answer

23. do you have any pets - yes i have 2 dogs n 2 cats

24. do you want to change your name - my legal name yeah

25. what did you do for your last birthday - probably stayed in my bed all day

26. what time did you wake up today - 11am

27. what were you doing at midnight last night - sleeping

28. what is something you can’t wait for - this temp job i’m doing 2 end

30. what are you listening to right now - (what happened to q. 29?) scary stories

31. have you ever talked to a person named tom - does tommy count then yeah

32. something that gets on your nerves - ummmm rich people

33. most visited website - tumblr probably

34. hair colour - dark dark dark brown

35. long or short hair - short

36. do you have a crush on someone - yeah boi

37. what do you like about yourself - i’m cute sometimes i guess

38. want any piercings? - nah

39. blood type - no clue

40. nicknames - eli, eel

41. relationship status - single

42. zodiac - libra

43. pronouns - he/they

44. fave tv shows - god uhhhhh psych and iasip

45. tattoos - none :(

46. right or left handed - right

47. ever had surgery - yeah for my wisdom teeth

48. piercings - none

49. sport - volleyball

50. vacation - i need one

51. trainers - idk what this means

more general

52. eating - nothing

53. drinking - just finished some coffee and my water bottle

54. i’m about to watch - nothing

55. waiting for - death

56. want - money

57. get married - not on my to-do list

58. career - marry rich

which is better

59. hugs or kisses - wouldn’t know bc i don’t get either

60. lips or eyes - both

61. shorter or taller - taller

62. older or younger - doesnt matter

63. nice arms or stomach - arms

64. hookup or relationship - idc

65. troublemaker or hesitant - hesitant

have you ever

66. kissed a stranger - no

67. drank hard liquor - yes

68. lost glasses - yes but i eventually found them lmao

69. turned someone down - yeah

70. sex on first date - i’ve never even been on a date bitch

71. broken someone’s heart - not that i know of

72. had your heart broken - nope

73. been arrested - NO

74. cried when someone died - yeah

75. fallen for a friend - not fallen no

do you believe in

76. yourself - depends on the day

77. miracles - mayhap

78. love at first sight - lmaoooo no

79. santa claus - i wish

80. kiss on a first date - sure

81. angels - mayhap pt. 2

other

82. best friend’s name - don’t have one

83. eye colour - blue

84. fave movie - cap 2

85. fave actor - ummmmm i’ll say my main man chris evans

[sad-guinness]

1-30

1.) Is there anyone of your friends that you would ever consider having sex with?Yes several actually 2.) Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?I likke morning sex3.) What side of the bed do you sleep on?Stage right 4.) Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?Yes 5.) Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?Yes 6.) Do you watch/read pornography?Yes7.) Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?Aggressive but it depends on my mood 8.) Do you love/like anyone on your blogroll?Yes9.) Would you choose love or money?Depends how much money wee are talking 10.) Your top three favorite kinks in bed?Choking, master/slave rp, anything involving rope11.)  Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?No?????Idk 12.) Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?A bed I think 13.) Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?I wish i could say some place interesting but it's probably my brothers couch 14.) Have you ever been caught having sex?No15.) Ever been to a bar just to get sex?No16.) Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?Yes 17.) Had sex in a movie theater?No18.) Had sex in a bathroom?Yes19.) Have you ever had sex at work?No 20.) Bought something from an adult store?Yup 😎21.) Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film? Yes22.) Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?Eh idc 23.) What’s your favorite sexual position?Don't have one24.) Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?No25.) What was your high school sex fantasy?It was very vanilla 26.) Where have you always wanted to have sex, but are scared to?Classroom27.) What’s your most memorable sexual experience and why?Probably when I was this guys master. I love being a master sometimes 28.) Have you ever been hit on by someone who was too old?Yes29.) Do you like getting hickeys?Y e s 30.) Would you ever skinny dip?Depends

[thechillstudies]

92 QUESTIONS TAG!

Thanks @messystudiess​ for tagging me! :)

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20  some people

LAST:

1. Drink: Seltzer

2. Phone call: My brother

3. Text message: “No, sorry I’m in the city :(” to my amigo

4. Song you listened to: Under the Sea from The Little Mermaid 

5. Time you cried: Today while watching an episode of an anime that I was NOT prepped for 

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: Hell to the nope

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Lowkey but I don’t like regretting things

8. Been cheated on: Not as of yet thankfully

9. Lost someone special: Yep

10. Been depressed: Of course, never diagnosed, but we all get depressed

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Not yet Satan

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12-14: Maroon, mustard yellow, and probably light grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: Definitely!

16. Fallen out of love: I like to avoid the term ‘love’ so imma just say nope

17. Laughed until you cried: Indeed

18. Found out someone was talking about you: I don’t think so

19. Met someone who changed you: Yeah

20. Found out who your friends are: I’ve known my friends for a while

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: If there’s a special list for that, then nope

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: All of them

23. Do you have any pets: Yes! My cat and dog

24. Do you want to change your name: Nah, I like my name :)

25. What did you do for your last Birthday: Went out to dinner with my fammo

26. What time did you wake up: 11:00 am despite trying to wake up earlier 

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Reading Webtoons 

28. Name something you can’t wait for: My senior year to begin!

29. When was the last time you saw your mom: This afternoon

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: Some of the stupid decisions I’ve made

31. What are you listening to right now: Hello, World! by Bump of Chicken

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom:  Probably?

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: People that are cowards and gotta shape up

34. Most visited websites: Youtube and Hulu (as of the moment)

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME

35. Mole/s: Yep

36. Mark/s: Yep

37. Childhood dream: I wanted to be a textile designer 

38. Hair color: Brown

39. Long or short hair: Short

40. Do you have a crush on someone: I wish I didn’t, but yep

41. What do you like about yourself: My honesty, hard-working attitude, and optimism (about most things)

42. Piercings: Nope

43. Blood type: I should seriously know this

44. Nickname: Iz, Izzy, Isa, Belle

45. Relationship status: Quite single atm

46. Zodiac: Virgo

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV Show: My favorites are ever changing but right now I really like Steven Universe, Star vs. The Forces of Evil, and Fairy Tail technically an anime but idc (❤️️❤️️)

49. Tattoos: None, but definitely at least one in the future!

50. Right or left hand: Right

51. Surgery: None

52. Hair dyed in different color: Nope

55. Vacation: Not right now, but I went to the beach a few weeks ago

56. Pair of trainers: I’ve got a pair of Nikes?

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: Vegetable Ravioli

58. Drinking: Seltzer

59. I’m about to: Begin organizing my desk and cleaning out my closet

61. Waiting for: My friends to get home from vacation!

62. Want: To start getting on top of my summer work for school in September

63. Get married: I mean I probably want to one day with a good person

64. Career: I think I might want to be either a History, Spanish, or ESL teacher, but foreign relations and working with a non-for-profit also appeals to me

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. Hugs or kisses: I love all the hugs

66. Lips or eyes: Eyes

67. Shorter or taller: Taller

68. Older or younger: Older? (Like, I’m the older sibling)

70. Nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms? Maybe? (I don’t really understand)

71. Sensitive or loud: Loud

72. Hook up or relationship: Relationship

73. Troublemaker or hesitant: Troublemaker

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: Not as of yet

75. Drank hard liquor: Indeed

76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Nope!

77. Turned someone down: Yeah

78. Sex on the first date: Lmao please I’m a small bebe

79. Broken someone’s heart: Probably

80. Had your heart broken: Indeed

81. Been arrested: Nope

82. Cried when someone died: Yeah

83. Fallen for a friend: Note the ‘having heart broken’

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84. Yourself: I’m always trying

85. Miracles: Sure

86. Love at first sight: I’d like to (but I guess this is a miracle so)

87. Santa Claus: Nah

88. Kiss on the first date: Sure, if it feels right for both peeps

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: Elke

91. Eye color: Blueish-grey

92. Favorite movie: Probably The Princess Bride but tbh I need like fav movies per genre or something because there are MANY

@productivitygoals & @studyiin & @etudiesbee & @maddysstudiess & @magnolia-studies & @nightlystudying & @kawaii-notes & @noodledesk & @rosas-studies & @logicallylearning  feel free to complete or not complete this tag!